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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Ashley Birthday: 12/25/1989 Gender: Female Message: message me Website: visit my website AIM: GCutie617 MSN: angel_girl5702 Yahoo: daddys_little_angel2289 ICQ: 44964187 Member Since: 1/6/2007

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Been a while

So i have not updated this is forever,,,

School is over thank god! and next year im a senior it will be the best year ever,and i cant wait.

Lots has happened since i last wrote on here, I have had morgans graduation party which was fun and later that night we went and watched the fireworks for the riverfront... me and morgan have been hanging out. not a whole lot is new.. but at lest thought i would write in here lol

I Want A Guy.....
Who would move the hair from my eyes, then kiss me.
Hold my hand in the line at the mall, and make all the girls jealous.
Someone who would sing to me at random moments.
Who would let me sleep on their chest.
A boy who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me.
I want someone who would call me three times a day if he went away.
Somone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything I said.
He would trow stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb then kiss me a million times.
Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh.
He would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time.
He would tell all his friends about me
and smile when he did it.
We'd make out in the pouring rain.
He would never be afraid to say "I love you." in front of his friends.
We'd argue about silly things then make up.
I want a boy that would kiss me at midnight on New Years and count stars with me.
Who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner & watch movies together under the same blanket.
Someone who would tell me I'm beautiful
but no too often. Who would make me laugh like no one else could.
But mostly, I want someone who would be my bestfriend, and would never
break my heart.

&& i fell in love with him
way way before our first kiss

If you can't get someone out of your mind, maybe they're supposed to be there I have a hard time trusting people. I just never want to jump unless I'm sure somebody is going to catch me

&I’ll hang on just a little bit longer
because maybe its true what they say
*believing is what gets you there*

ALL any GiRl everrr wants is SOMEBODY to want her back..<3

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Saturday, May 05, 2007

	I havent updated this thing in forever .. so here it goes I just got back thursday from floirda. I was there for nationals for DECA... It was so much fun. We went to disney world and Unverisal Studios. The competion didnt go so well but over all we had fun. Also im with someone who i love so much and would do anything for . He makes me so happy and i dont know what i would with out him.
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

* I just wanna talk to him . I want him to know im mad. i want him to know that i feel like ive been forgotton. I want him to be sorry . I want him to feel the way i do , because then i will know that he cares*

*I fell asleep with my headphones on listening to a song that reminds me of you. I hope im not too clingy i want to be just perfect goofy yet cute but not annoying and i most definitely want to be beautiful almost as beautiful as your eyse i guess i just want to live up to your expectations and be the best because if i lose you i lose life itself.*

*Life doesnt hurt until you think about how much things have changed who you've lost along the way and how much of it was your fault.*

*you told me not to walk away well sweetie i forgot to tell you that you were the one who taught me how ... your said you would love me until you die and as far as i kow you're still alive....*

*What do you do when you gave up the one thing that made life worth living... when you let go of the one thing that was perfect in your life..what do you do when you gave up the one and only thing tha made you truly happy.. what do you do? You keep your head up hold the tears back fake a smile && pretend like everything is ok..*

*Iwant to be remembered as the girl who would smile if she were dying the girl who would be afraid of breaking anyones heart, but mostly i want to be remembered as the girl that no one ever forgets*

*a(perfect) girl isnt real
a real girl isnt (perfect) im just >>Me<< as ( perfect) as im ever going to be*

*All guys are the same all the ones that say, "im different." they are the same as the last guy that said they were different so i decided; the first guy that says all guys are the same thats's when i'll know he's different..*

*you can only push a girl away for so long before she turns and walks away but make sure thats what you want because once she leaves she gone forever*

*Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldnt? Try hard to fight your feelings but you just couldnt you fall deeper with each passing day but try to hide it in every possible way he's only a friend and nothing else-- thats the lie you keeping telling yourself.YOu keep on saying he's just a bud but deep inside your falling in love
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes, but keep reminding yourself it isnt right. A simple glance turns into a stare, but you pretned thats you dont care. it's "not right" for you two to be is that why you hide itso no one can see? but how long will you pretened? Keep lying that he's just a friend perhaps your feelings you can never chow . perhaps its wrong for him to know your friendship cant be risked over this see being his girl is an impossible wish..*

*find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.. wait for the boy who kisses your forehead who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks your jsut pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. the one who turns to his friends and says "thats her"..*

*Dont say you love me unless you really mean it because i might do something crazy like belive it . Nobody is worth your tears and the one who is wont make you cry . When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry , show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile*

*Dont forget im just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her Deicated to every girl in the world*
*Treat her likes shes more than you want more than you could ever dream.. and more than she thinks she is... like she's everything you've ever wanted.. make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true and be kind she's and angel without wings, shes the sweestest thing in the world and is more precious than a thousand roese.. girls never frown because you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile let her know you care let her know by doing something speical for her call her everynight just to make sure everything is alright and to remind her you still care.. always wish her the sweetest dreams when she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon and cry with her letting her know shes not alone when she laughs let you be the first to hear her when she down help her laugh but most of all guys when you tell her you lover her let her see the tears in your eyes*

*Someday your prince charming will come mine just took a wrong turn got lost and is too stubborn to ask for directions *

* A girl asked a boy if she was pretty he said no
she asked him if he wanted to be with her forever he said no
she then asked him if he would cry if she walked away he said no
she herd too much she need to leave
as she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to say he said " your not pretty your beautiful i dont want to be with you forever i need to be with you forever i wouldnt cry if you walked away i would die*

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Go ahead & take a walk in my shoes...
i bet you'll f a l l on the first step

Why is is anymore.. all ppl do is lie. Seriouly Grow up !
Anymore i just want to scream and flip out cause ppl are so stupid anymore. Either they cant tell the truth or they try to cover it up . Well heres something you lie or try to keep something from me i will figure it out im not stupid.

Im beging to think that when god handed out brains some ppl were absent that day .Cause if you think about it some ppl act like they have no brain at all. or if they do they dont know how to use it.

the tears fall, but you`ll never see them
and she`ll never give you the satisfaction
of seeing her smile fade
because even if she`s not
you`re all going to think she`s strong;
you`re never going to see her fall

DoN't .StreSs over people from the past .. there's a reason why --»»they didnt make it to your future<3

"Rebirthing"

I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming for you till my throat is numb
I wanna break out I need a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

I lie here lifeless
In this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause
I'm ready to
I wanna break out
I found a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

[Bridge:]
Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive

Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when this fear will end
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'll feel alive

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

he completely stole my heart
&i hope he never lets me go;
i never really told him but i think he knew
he had me from hello

girl: tell me how much you love me
boy: look up at the sky
girl: stop changing the subject
boy: just look
girl: what am i doing
boy: now tell me how any stars there are in the sky
girl: thats impossible
boy: so is trying to explain how much i love you

as im hugging your sweatshirt at night,
and thinking about you and me,
i wonder what you are doing at that exact moment,
and if your thinking of me
and im wondering,
if you thinking good or bad about me

oh.. && I met a boyhe was very cute && very nice && things were going very well right up until the moment he said.. I think I’m in love with you

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